I am so insecure that I always feel left out by my friends.

When that occurs, there are only two possibilities:

1. They aren’t leaving me behind, it’s just my feeling.
2. They’re actually leaving me behind, pretending to be my friend when they hate me.

Once I counted, I realized that there are only very few friends that I trust wholeheartedly. But, truth to be told, most friends I consider close, now or before, do not fall into these very few friends category.

I am so insecure.